well, I ever loved a man with different beliefs. The big difference by feeling invincible. since our separation, it took three years to strengthen the heart. it was too many dreams, hopes, and memories that I can not accept failure. justification that comes from feeling beat the fact that should I receive. yes, I ran away from reality for three years. until finally I was tired, I felt I was never happy. like the chase by the images of false. well, there is a quote that made me realize. “Happiness does not come with images of a lie”
a lie that became my false justification for three years. I’m tired. false justifications did not give me the freedom and happiness. my daily activities with the burden of my own. had enough of all this. now its time I drove all the images of it. wide open eyes wide to reach for my new day. I delete the hopes, dreams and memories that I experienced no such right. far far away my justification that has been playing in my mind.
I remove the shadow that imaginative. I know he’ll come back to me, at some point and what its purpose. but I no longer give him the chance. I do not want to ruin my future, my day, and my sincerity. well, i love him. more than you imagine. but think it could not give me happiness. he’s probably not the man who created it for me.
I want to welcome my soul mate with the freedom and happiness are not tainted by the past and lies. man from my past would be a true love that I can not have forever. with all my love, dreams, hopes, and memories, I let go of him. I drove him from my days. he’s ever be mine, I ever give my whole heart to him, and we’ve had fond memories. but it used to be. everything has changed, so with us.
when you expelled someone, you should make sure you’re strong enough to face the greatest temptation, namely feelings. I am preparing for the worst consequences of my decision. One day I will definitely come face its consequences, whatever it is I have to pay the price of my decision.
well, let someone with a sincere indeed a difficult thing. all this for him and my happiness. we must learn to let go of the past. because the past can only be a medium of learning, rather than the blinding media classic dream of the future.
my man, I’ve never wanted to see you again, dont want to look at your eyes, dont want to touch you, dont want to hear your breath, feeling your voice, or whatever. you better be happy because it was my hope. if you’re falling, do not hesitate to cry, but do not ever give up because you are stronger than you realize. when you want to cry, cry. but not in front of me. because it would ruin all my stance. you better be happy because it was my hope. You remain a man I have ever loved. I did not forget about our day, days of our struggle, the support from you, your guitar, your songs, our laughter, our tears, and all of them. we really ever get it. but that’s no longer there. will never exist. my dear, thank you, without you I did not understand about love. thanks for coloring my life. thank you for giving me the most important lessons in life.
maybe I did not have the right to apologize, but I still have the right to pray for your success and happiness. I believe that someday there will be a day of our meeting with each partner. the day when we will tell about the success of our careers, our happiness, and our new love. someday, definitely.
good bye my love.
